Will Wonders Never Cease

     Isn't it interesting that sometime you don't notice you are in a fog until the fog lifts and you can see clearly?  Welcome to my life.
     I was informed the other day, much to my benefit, that I was not a pleasure to be around this last year.  Now that I have stopped nursing my hormones have changed and I feel so much better.  I actually want to get out of bed most days.  I am eating healthier and I am sleeping better.  Exercising has a lot to do with it, but so do hormones.  Those of you who are lucky enough to have less biological interruption when you think and act may not understand how hard it is for a social buzzard, like myself, to struggle with a lack of control over your own body.  Most people think you are someone to avoid and not someone who wants to learn social skills, but is prevented from doing so because of a medical condition.
     I now realize what a sacrifice it is for me to have children.  They changed the course of my life, yes, but they also changed my health in a way that was very unpredictable.  I hope, now, I can make up for lost time and become the person I have always wanted to become.