Pray For Strength

     Last night the stage manager Kipp was talking as I walked by and was talking about how ridiculous it was that we kept losing cast members without explanation.  He then turned to me and said we needed an understudy for Dolly and asked me if I would do it.  Ummm.  I thought he was kidding and I had to ask several times if he really meant it.  Yes he did, but not in the way a real understudy would approach the task.  He doesn't want me at all Dolly's rehearsals, he just wants me to start memorizing her lines in case something happens.  He doesn't want me to actually rehearse.  So I'm thinking that if Dolly actually breaks a leg on opening night they will cancel the show instead of putting me in her place.  I think that I am going to treat this new development as if he actually wants me to be her understudy and learn the part.  I will observe her at rehearsal and learn her lines and songs at home.  I will be prepared just in case they do need me and it will be fun for me to try.
     Who knows why Kipp asked me; it might be because I am now the next oldest lady in the show.  There's Mrs. Rose, Dolly, and then me since everyone older dropped out.  How sad for them.  It could be because I show up to every rehearsal and I am there on time.  I could be because they like my work ethic while I am there and like the character I am developing.  It could be because I was there when he thought of the need.  It could be because I am talented.  I am going to choose to believe the last one and do my best.  I feel honored and humbled.  What a blessing!  So if everyone could pray for Dolly's health and strength that would be appreciated because I really think she is doing a great job.  As her understudy, I don't want to be needed.  The show is in good hand and I don't think the stress of untested hand needs to be added.  I'm having fun playing my part and that is enough for me.