I feel a little better. I guess I won't un-friend any of you on FB because yo did compliment me even though I did not want to make you feel bad for me so that you would say something nice. That was not my intent at all. Thank you for all the heart felt thoughts. They really helped me see that y'all are really beautiful people inside and out.
I do need to clarify some things about my last post. I thought my family didn't love me because I was so messed up; they really did love me and try to show it. My view was just tainted. No, it was not my mother who needed to repent. It was somebody else and their identity is theirs to reveal if they so choose. That part of the story is not mine to tell. But I was confused and thought it was me so I decided to not follow the advice and that is where I went wrong.
On to happier things. I was in LOVE with Lois and Clark: The New Adventures of Superman in high school. Smoochin' and being picked up by a hugely muscular man really caught my fancy. I guess that is why I dated a weight lifter my junior year. Wow, was he buff. He could pick me up like I was nothing. It was so romantic. Anyway, did you know that you can watch all the seasons of the show on Netflix? Well you can. I am so thrilled. Caution: Do not watch the episode after they get married in mixed company. Lois' outfit can hardly be called an outfit, if you know what I mean. Wow. I made Big T close his eyes. I kept mine open, however; big muscles are too much to resist. Yes, I'll repent for it later. Maybe Big T should join a gym. Hmmm.
I never realized how dumb things become with time. In the mid nineties this was the IT show. Now it is kind of ridiculous. The padded underpants that cover the harness that lifts him are a detail I notice now, but didn't then. Pretend alien abduction, time travel, wedding destroyers, clones, body-less heads; where did they come up with this stuff? Anyway, it still reels me in and E covers her eyes during the smooching scenes while those are my favorite parts. Shows do not revolve around happy marriages anymore. I wish they did. I have not seen Smallville so I cannot compare. Maybe I should since I love Superman so much. I don't know if it will still have the same effect on me since I am no longer a teenager.
With that said, this is a shout out to Hollywood to create more shows, that are not ridiculous, about happy people that encounter trials, but they stay true to the right and are still happily married. Please.
I was not still a teenager during the run of this show... and so I have to admit to having noticed the ridiculous far more than the muscles... yes, that makes me a cynic (I know, that comes as a SHOCK to the family)
ReplyDeleteI'd better type my comment fast to be Sher since I hear her typing madly next to me.
Wouldn't that be nice if Hollywood would behave and put out good shows with decent morals. I hope they read your blog. I'm glad you are doing better and are finding joy in sitting by Big T, making him close his eyes, and enjoying watching someone else smooch.
ReplyDeletetruthful blogs are good blogs. Life isn't fluff and roses all of the time. Honesty is refreshing. I hope things start looking up for you
ReplyDeleteI vaguely remember Lois and Clark being on Sundays so we couldn't watch it. But I do remember the talk of how hot Dean Cain was....
ReplyDeleteHey, they get married in the Twilight books. And that's supposed to be REAL kissy kissy in the upcoming movie. So reserve your spot in line now!
I have wanted so badly to love shows now as much as I did when I was a teenager and younger. Like Boy Meets World, Saved by the Bell and The Commish. But shows now are so much better! X-files is an exception. I think that one was done well.
ReplyDeleteWe watched a lot of Smallville when I was pregnant w/C. The first few seasons are pretty fun. That Clark is hot!
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